The Best Of Frens Will Part.....=(

by the title of this post, i guess you will know wat i will be talking about. well, i know that i am a guy, and such small things as this should leave no impact in my life. but, as all my frens know, i am more sensitive and i treasure frenship veryyyyyy much. (maybe thats y most of my best frens are girls-for most guys, there is no such things)

so, after leaving secondary school, we parted and went each way. we had known each other for about 7 years now. same primary school and secondary school. though we had some misunderstandings before, we ended up frens again. and he is part of the reason i remain at smk sri permata last time. coz among other guys, i find that i am most compatible with him, and i can chat with him bout anything. of coz, teachers have been our favourite topic (accompanied by sathis)

so, i can say that he is also one of my best frens, and a very special one too. how glad i am that he is here, for he is like my teacher too. will ask him watever i dont understand. then, though the journey of our frenship happens mostly in school, (just went out with him a few times-and he forbid me to go to his hs -unlike the other best fren) i find that this frenship is veryyy worth keeping, very worth reminiscing.

and guess wat? i thought that this frenship will last longer compared to the other one, since..(forget the reasons). that we will keep on keep in touch... chat.. laugh.. joke...

after school he was also among the few who kept in touch with me. and i still enjoy msn (he used to be the one i enjoy talking to) with him. bout pn lee, everything back then.

but.. till recently, it seems that as the proverb goes, ''the best of frens must part''.... i felt that we are and will be no longer wat we used to be. the frenship has sort of falter away... he changed.. (maybe me too, i dont know) and it seems that he IS beginning to be like my the other best fren. (and pls!! one of that is ENOUGH. i wont want another.)

he is no longer THE HIM i knew. everything changed.. and i still remmember last year, when i asked him.. ''will you change?? it seems that everyone, teachers all said that once you entered college, you will change'' and he gave me an assuring no, which relieved me.

but... i dont know.... has he always been like this from the beginning?? or.... i am really, really, depressed......can we ever be best frens again?? i really wonder...maybe, whats left will just be memoirs....