21/08/08-Part 2. Moreee Predicaments

Watched the show, and as i walked around, my handphone was out of battery. (of all times..and i just charged it yesterday night) Walked in pyramid till 7 and began to sit bus to my mother's hs in ss1. (went to visit her and to stay there overnight)

HOWEVER, it seems that my mother was out!! No one was at home. (4x great-No phone, no one helpless, cant call them) I didnt call back then because i comprehend that my cousin was outstation, my mother wont go out alone and it's very rare for my mother to be out at this time, plus the fact that i had told her the other day that i will be coming over.

Stranded, and since i dont really know the neighbours here, i began to walk back to lrt Tmn Bahagia just to make a phone call. Called, and it seems that now, someone was at home-my cousin was back from Johore. (I should have just waited there in front at the gate)

Tired and exhausted, i began to walk back home. As i walked, i saw a group of 5-6 people grouping at a bus stop i had to walk pass. To be on the safe side, i crossed the road to the other side.

A few seconds later, a man of around my age grabbed my shirt and asked where was i heading. In that split second, there was a haste rush of adrenaline in my body as i prepared to run.

However, that guy seized my shirt to prevent my escape. I could see that his slower friends were crossing the road to aid him. I began to scream for a while when i realized how pointless it was- No one will come to my rescue and to be truthful, i felt quite embarrassed to keep on shouting.

I was carrying thousands of ringgit with me (includes the value of my watch mp3 etc) and i do not wish to be robbed.

Subsequently, i tried to overpower that guy before his friends could come and gang up against me. I realized there was only one way of escape- To run to the roadside. At most, i will kamikaze and die together. (just an exaggeration. of coz i am not meaning that money is more important that life and i do not wish to die..just dont want to lose both..)

Thinking back, i wonder how heartless men can be. It's impossible for the motorists not to realize what's happening and to think that they did not even hon to scare the robbers away, but all just drove through! ( and maybe..just be a kpc and said its none of my business)

I struggled and i managed to drag myself to the road as a car was drawing nearer and nearer, and finally, the coward let go of my shirt. I myself ran as fast as possible to avoid being hit by the car. All that happened in just less than 30 seconds i think, though it seemed forever to me at that time.

I kept praying, and Thank God, they did not follow me. I ran and kept on looking back to ensure they were not trailing me. I finally reached home a while later and was quite traumatised of what had occurred.

My cousin saw my condition and i narrated the whole incident, he drove his superbike to the bus stop to teach those gangsters a lesson. ( he is quite a fighter..) However, they ran away...

Well.. in that short period of time, a thousand thoughts came across my minds with death as one of them. i thought i may really just die ( or maybe suffer severe injuries) and i began to ponder that night...

WHAT IF I REALLY DIED???

i could sense that God is telling me He may call me 'home' anytime and i will need to be ready at all times, that i need to dedicate my entire life unto Him.

(ps. it was the only time i think that i regretted so much studying so diligently for my exams..because i certainly neglected God during that period of time. lol. i mean..whats the use of scoring straight A's when i failed God's test to heaven?)

21/08/08- Part 1- -Predicaments-

This was certainly one of the most disastrous day of the year. The day started with the journey back to college at 7am, and since it was still early, i followed my brother to fetch his girlfriend before having breakfast together.

By 9, the drizzle turned to a heavy downpour, and as my brother decelerated, a weird sound transpired from no where. We suspected the tyre to be the source of the sound and thus, my bro began to stop at a nearby bus stop to check on the tyres.

Sure enough, one of the tyres was punctured. My bro then attempt to look for tools to change it when he couldn't find the appropriate tools to do so. He had to call for help. Since it was raining, the mechanics were reluctant to come instantly.

'Tick tock tick tock goes the clock' and 2 hours over passed before the help finally arrived. We were like quite frustrated and wearied of waiting a long time ago. After all, we had given thousands and thousands of business to that particular shop and my cousin is certainly a big customer. What an ungrateful bunch of people. haiz..

By the time i reached college, it was already 12. (Great, now i was sooo late for my outing with my friends and they certainly will punish me with a cup of starbucks..) I went for my enrolment, and as the 'Curses of Unluckiness' continued, my cheque was defective and i couldn't enrol on that day itself. (Double great, now i have to queue up on monday and wait with all other 'last minute Intians'.)

I wanted to withdraw money, but i lost my IC a couple of days ago, and as i walked passed my favorite bookstore, "Ichiban", the ''tauke niau'' called me.

"Hey, you left your IC here few days ago after buying your books."

I was like, "What!! After i had made a new IC yesterday???!!!!!''

"ARRGHHH"

I calmed myself down and walked back towards college as i prepare my journey to S.Pyramid.

Thank God, my veryyy good friend HTH (coz he could drive. lol) was there and he fetched me there or i would have to sit a bus. The day wasnt so bad huh? I certainly hoped the day would turn out better.

Once reached there, parking was almost full in every floor.

"What are all these ppl doing here? Today is thursday, now is 1 sth and dont they need to work?? Haiz..''

The movie starts at 2 and my another friend rushed us as each minute passed (almost..)

Found a parking, and as fate could be, my friend scarred the car as he parked. (Triple great, seems like his first accident and well.. was he wiping his tears just now?? lol)

To be continued...

6 Basic Truths-Part 2

4. God has Standards of sexual behaviour for His children.

God takes sexual standards seriously, and He wants to be heard on the matter. Clearly, premarital intercourse is outside His standards. God has already rammed His own stake into the ground.

Among you there must not be even a hint of sexual immorality or any kind of impurity or of greed..nor should there be obscenity, foolish talk or coarse joking which are out of place.
Ephesians 5:3-4

Not even a hint?? That, my friend is quite a stake.

5. God's love is Not based upon your ability to meet His standards.

God's love for you is unconditional. it never changes. Before you were formed in the womb,He loved you. You are the apple of His eyes. His love for you has no limits and His love for you never wanes. If you masturbate, that fact doesnt lessen your value to Him. If you get up under a girl's bra, God doesnt regret having sent His Son to die for you.

But He will continue to chase you desperately, aching to reach you before it was too late and your heart was too hardened.

6. Rules are Part of A Vibrant Relationship with Christ.

When you break God's standards, the Lord doesnt reject you but you cant be close to Him. The implication was that continued sexual activitu would hurt you intimacy with Christ. God's rules werent just sets of arbitrary. kill joy regulations. Instead His rules actually aim to set you free to live fully and to avoid dangerous traps.

6 Basic Truths (part1)

''But i (Jesus) tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart. ''( Matthew 5:28)

1. Attraction to Opposite sex is Natural.

Attraction to the oposite sex's body is a natural God given desire. The temptation however, is to fulfill these desires and attractions in a wrong way and to go beyond a natural and normal outlook. That means viewing a girl (for boys) more as an exremely interesting collection of body parts rather than a precious child of God.

You know when you are thinking of her mostly as a pair of breast walking by and little else. We will be tempted in many wrong ways like staring lustfully and fantasize bout her in our mind to play with these natural desire and attractions to girl. And obviously, those practices are impure and unacceptable to God.

2. Sex is exhilarating.

This one's not too hard to accept is it? There is nothing in the world like an orgasm.No feeling hits you harder or draws you back faster whether through masturbation or sex with a partner, that this phrase comes about.

''Once you tastes the candy, you will never say no again. So you better not taste it!!''

However, one you travel down the freeway of premarital sex, you cant back up. If you want your purity back, then you will have to exit the pathway entirely.

3. Sex is a Slippery slope

If you dont ram a stake into the ground and declare, ''This is as far as i go, and i wont go any further,'' then you will lose your footing on the slippery slope of sex. People tend to make sweeping rationalizations for their behaviour:

'' Its ok, coz i really love her. i know i am going to marry her anyway.''

''Why wait until marriage! we are already married in our hearts..''

'' Sex isnt wrong for everyone. God is really concerned only about adultery.''

Maybe you have said the same things to yourself. It's amazing how we can justify our actions to ourselves and to God. Those rationalizations allow our consciences to gradually become accustomed to the sexual freeway we are traveling.

-to be continued-

-Davida- My first Pet

Just have a look at this cute, adorable cat above. Isnt it soooo loveable that you are tempted to cuddle it and to pat its head?

But... what will you do so after looking at the pictures below??

Yes, that's right. Most would just step back and leave it alone. After all, it would look so disgusting and gross to many, and by just touching it, you may be infected too.

However, on Wed nite, upon gazing the deep wound, me and my friends were filled with pity and compassion. We decided to help it. So, since i am the man, i carried it, and began looking for clinics. However, it was already at night so all were closed.

Feeding ourselves with hope, my friends entered the Klinik Kanak kanak while i carried the poor and weak cat-it couldnt even struggle.

Of course, it was mission impossible for the children doc to heal it... Therefore, we took it to my friend's apartment, and put it inside a box. We even bought a fish for it (DONT ever go to mamak near the burger king-they have no compassion at all to give us free food for the cat) and gave it milk to drink.

The next day, i went to the vet and the whole operation would cost rm200++ (if no broken bones) . Me and my friends began to raise funds for Davida ( my friends named it after me. lol), asking our classmates and friends for some kind donation, whilst i showed them the pictures.

On friday, after raising around 100++ we brought it to the vet, and thank God the leg was not broken or it would cost a few thousands. After student discount, it cost rm250.

We decided to give it a chance to live (my bio teacher and many people asked us to put it to sleep-'' come on, its just a stray cat!! Just chop the head off, and lets eat cat kut teh together!!'' )

We paid deposit of Rm200 and we began to search for more kind souls. On saturday, we raised rm255.11 (or so) and we were overjoyed. We slept soundly and peacefully, eager and enthusiastic to take it home the next day.

On sunday morning, 10.40 am, a call woke me up from my sleep..

''Mr David, i am sorry to tell you that Davida died last night....''

......................

The Sexual Code of Silence

Ephesians 5:3 '' But among you there must not be even a hint of sexual immorality or any kind of impurity''.

In this world, almost everyone followed one common code- The Sexual Code of Silence. Though many people think it's ok to joke bout it, or even lie about it, it has been their solemn duty to keep silent whenever a serious discussion about sex takes place.

It's sad that in the Christian's community, where we have access to God's truth, we operate with so many lies and myths about sex.

It is actually very tough for one to integrate his or her sexuality with the emotional, social, spiritual, and relational person he or her wants to be.

Consequently, many have the tendency to see their sexuality as something shamefully separate and distinct from themselves, though that should never be the case.

Sexuality is definitely an area you would want to fully integrate with your Christian walk. When you do, you will have a much healthier outlook regarding relationship with the opposite sex, premarital sex and even what your marital relationship will be in bed.

For teens and young adults, the verse on top of this post is a terrifying verse that prompt many question.

What does a ''hint'' mean?

How far can i go with a girl or guy when we are alone?

How far can i go alone with myself when i am alone?

ETC...

These are great questions which led many people astray and i should be blogging on those matters straight up, with the guidance of God and the book i mentioned in the previous post.


-Begin reflecting on your area of sexuality right now as you read this-

Is it honourable to God-or not?

God bless you. =)

S.E.X.

James 4:7 ''Resist the devil and it will flee from you.''

In this world you and me are surrounded by sexual images that opens the door to temptation. They are everywhere-on tv, billboards, magazines, music, the internet-and so easy to access that we sometimes feels impossible to escape their clutches. Yet, God expects His children to be sexually pure.

So how can we actually survive the relentless battle against temptation? Is it ever possible?? The answer is a definite YES!!!!!! Jesus has proofed it possible as He became a human just like us 2000 years ago and walked a sinless life in His whole 33 years of humanity.

And since we are the images of God, we are to reflect His characters in our daily walk with Him and it's very important to gain victory in this facet of our lives- our SEXUAL lives. The battle cry of the day is for men and women of all ages to live a pure and holy life.

This matter of urgency has been a taboo in the church and among believers for too long that one by one is falling short of God's glory in this area. Therefore If there is even a spark of desire for purity in your life, i recommend the book 'Every young man's battle' for guys and 'Every Young Women's Battle' for girls, which will definitely help you to kindle the fire of purity within your spirit.

The authors' poignant stories paint a picture of battle in which everyone can relate and offer hope and camaraderie to win the war. Before i end this post let me share a real life story of how a man maintain and ''reserve'' his virginity for none other than his future wife..

This man, named X, realized the importance of taking control of his eyes, mind and heart in order to completely honor God. In order to avoid any temptation, he bought himself a ring. A ring of purity. The ring signified his virginity. It was a symbol of relationship and purity.

He wore it day and night, and the ''ring'' prevented him from sinning against God and his future wife. He never intended to take off the ring himself. He wanted his future wife to do it instead on their wedding day... when upon saying ''I do'', his wife, would finally took off that ring, put on another ring upon his finger, and whilst whispering.. ''You are mine and i am yours forever....'' they kissed...

Isnt that romantic and great?? X preserved the ring for no one but his one and only wife. This story signified that virginity and purity are as important to men as they do to women. The ring promises a lasting marriage..and a happily ever after..

WOULDNT YOU WANT IT TOO? (to be continued..)

FOS-2

NOTE: IF YOU HAVE NOT READ PART 1, KINDLY DO SO OR NOTHING WILL HAPPEN.

So, after reading part 1, you may think that you can just sit down, relax, have a cup of teh tarik while waiting for the ''durian'' to fall off from the tree like what Isaac Newton did hundreds of years ago. (westerners cant stand the smell, so he chose to be under an apple tree instead)

But, as childish as you may be, I perceive that you already knew that a durian tree will never appear out of nowhere without first planting and nourishing the tree with love and care. Have You ever heard of Newton's third and a half law?

''In every effort there will be ramification of an equal and productive outgrowth''

In other word, it means that there is no free things in this world!! Including the 9 Fruits of the Holy Spirit!!

You may be lost and puzzled, uncertain of the things you should do.

Actually, it's very simple. God wants not your money, your PS2, your computer, your wife, your ANYTHING but He just wants your attention. Then, He will be more than willing to bestow the Fruits unto your inner spirit.

After all, we are the image of God, and we reflect His character and righteousness in what we do and say. Therefore, He is more anxious and excited in giving us the Fruits more than we ever wanted it.

However, He is God. We must somehow ''proof'' that we deserve and desire itbeforehand. We need to work and toil for it in His ways. So how??

-By Loving Him (back).-

It's as simple as that.

I know we can never love Him back as how He loves us, but, He still want His name to be found in the top of the list, instead of our GF(s) or BF(s)' names. Before i continue, let me ask you a qs. Have you ever been in love before? Do you still remember your first sweet love? Since you can't possibly answer before i go on, allow me to introduce this scenario into the story.

Just imagine that you are in love with this guy or girl who seems to be the perfect match for you. Flowers blossom and stars twinkling, you are at the top of the world, and you screamed your lung out, ''EUREKA!!! I FOUND IT!!!!!!!!!''

You could spend hours just by staring at her/his eyes, and her/his smiling face bedazzled you 24/7. She/he wrote a love letter for you, with just a word ''hello'' and you treasure it above all things, rereading and rereading it all over again, whilst keeping it out or people's reach by safeguarding it in your underwear.

Well, that is how God wants us to show our love to Him. By seeking Him day and night, and be in your thought 24/7. His love letter for you is the Bible, though He wont want you to keep it in your underwear-it will appear bulky.

How many of us really do enjoy reading the Bible? How many of us immerse ourselves into communicating with God throughout our days? How many of us can thus say, ''I love you, God!!''?

i comprehend that some of you may debate this matter.

''Do you expect me to shut myself in the room the whole day to pray at all time???!!!''

Well, the answer is YOU DONT HAVE TO!! After all, i am not telling you to isolate yourself 24/7 in the room, close your eyes, surge your strength till veins become visible whilst muttering amen,amen,amen,amen,amen,amen..............AMENNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!

Dont you know that God is everywhere?? He is omnipotent and omnipresent!!!! He says hello to you while you are in the class, while driving and even while you are doing your ''business'' in the toilet, He says, ''Hey, it's not hygienic for not using tissue!!!''

To cut the story short, start spending time with God today!! After all, He is always there!!

(PS-i may had been out of the topic already, but...i guess it's still connected in some way or the other... Sorry for any inconvenience caused =/)

-FOS-

Well, i am now in cf once again!! There is not much difference from school's cf, except that in college, will normally invite speakers from various churces to give talks. And last week, we had Clarence, from a church in klang to give a speech and the title is FOS.

Nop, its not factory outlet store, and its nothing to do with fashion or clothes or shopping. It stands for Fruit Of the Spirit. (dont ask me why it's not FOTS instead) And don misunderstand. The fruits dont stand for durian, rambutan, papaya etc etc. =\

Anyway, the topic comes from Galatians 5:22.

" These are the 9 Fruits that the Holy Spirit will produce in you:
-LOVE-
-JOY-
-PEACE-
-PATIENCE-
-KINDNESS-
-GOODNESS-
-FAITHFULLNESS-
-HUMILITY-
-SELFCONTROL-"

Though the topic may sound boring for some of you, but the pastor is a very jovial and humorous pastor. It was so interesting listening to his jokes and explainations. Too bad i am not a joker myself, or you will sure be laughing hysterically.

Anyway, these are the few points he shared.

1. We cannot force to produce these ''fruits' ourselves. It will come naturally once the Spirit lives in you. Just imagine you are in a durian orchard, starting at the 2 m tall tree with a nearly ripe durian hanging on one of the branches. The drurian smells so terrible (thats the reason ppl love it-just like 'chau taufu'') that your mouth starts drooling.

However, the durian will not just fall off with a ''thud'' to the ground because you want it. The tree itself knows when is the right time to fall and allow you to ''enjoy'' it. And though some of you may say, ''Why do i want to wait for it to fall when i can just take a ladder, climb, and pluck it??!!''

Well, what i can say is the durian tastes best when it is 100% ripe...

Anyway, the msg is if you have the heart and desire and for the 9 fruits, that you want to be like me, a loveable, adorable, kind, loving, etc etc character, (haha.. self praise is no praise), you will eventually be one!! You dont have to force yourself into one!! You may turn out the other way round!!

-To be continued-

The origin of Myself

Have you ever experienced a time of loneliness, a world without love, a day of hopelessness?? To say the truth, humans will somehow experience that ''world of darkness'' at least once a while. You flunk the test, your girlfriend eloped with your best friend on your wedding day, you lost your job, or etc etc.

I myself had went through an odyssey of loneliness in my whole 18 years. I had underwent a different childhood most children would never experience. How much things i had faced, how depression and dejection were always at my doorstep and i always had to walk through that journey of pain whilst still a kiddo.

And that was the time when i finally realized the existence of SOMEONE who loves me dearly till the ends of the earth. And His name is...none other than Jesus. The origin of all love and mercy.

I know it sounds vague. I was experiencing the brink of death (just a hyperbole) residing in a God-forsaken world, and i am saying that's where i discovered the love of God? It may sound ridiculous to some. NORMALLY, while the world shatters all around him, the first person one would blame and curse would be God.

This is the World. One believes in God while he is in paradise, with money to fling and girls to flirt, and while he falls into the bottom of abyss, doubts and disbelieves start to sprout and blossom in the heart and began to root deeper and deeper..

However, in my case, i chose to believe in this person called Jesus instead. I chose to be positive and optimistic over what happened, and i believe i can always find hope in the midst of hopelessness, if only i could expand my sight into the depth of the horizon. There is always a purpose and reason over anything that happened.

Just as how gold is refined through fire, character can only be shaped through suffering, difficulty and trials... And that is how i am able to be what i am today. Believe in this, that no matter what you face,

God says, ''I will never leave nor forsake you". Hebrew 13:5.

Blessings in The Midst of Misfortunes

Well, i had quite a terrible but also blessed day on wed, 28/5/2008. Hate and also love the day. Let me first mention some of the bad experiences that happened since the start of the day.



1. Air pressure in the pipette resulted in the spilling of my chemicals-had to start the chem exp all over again.



2. My exp screwed up without any reason. Weird titration values-had to ''borrow'' my friends chemicals to obtain a more accurate titration values.



3. Nearly can't finish my chem report-just barely to pass up during the last minute of the period.



4. Lost rm50 in the form of a ticket- just saw the ticket a moment ago during the day.



5. Lost ticket, lost companion-my sis can't accompany me the Hill Song concert.



6. Lost companion, lost mood to go-had to go all alone.



7. Cant find any decent place to have dinner at the place where the concert was held-had to walk 15 minutes to reach a mamak.




8. Eardrum nearly burst through all that shouts from the voices of ''chungzens'' in the concert.



9. Handphone out of battery-no public phone nearby-cant call my brother when it's time to go home.



10. Broke up with my girlfriend as i reached home.



Well, it's bad luck enough to experience 9 out of the 10 listed in just ONE day. And there may be even more that i had forgotten..



But when one is in the pit of hell, there is always a dull light shining from somewhere, lifting you up from the scorch of the unluckiness-if you would only looked at things in a different angle, and would take a step out of the pit.



1. The chemicals spilled, but AT LEAST i didnt break the apparatus-or marks would then be deducted.



2. I had good and unselfish friends who will be there when i need them, willing to share and not ''kiasus' who will enjoy seeing you screwed up and end up with a failure.



3. Better late than never. It wont affect my marks by passing it just a second before the lecturer leave.



4. Thank God i didnt lose both, tickets or it will be rm100.



5. Saw my cf friends there and they welcomed me to join them.



6. Got to do some exercises by walking the far distance and got to burn some calories and lipids.



7. No one could listen to my terrible singing and i could shout as loud as i want without bothering anyone.

8. Felt the strong presence of God in the concert and was annointed with the Holy Spirit.

9. Managed to find my brother's car in the end and got home safe and sound.

10. I know God is always with me and no matter what trouble i face, i CAN endure it!!!

So, after all the ratio of the bad VS good is 9:10. Not a very bad day after all, huh? It's how you see things.

Even if i had REALLY broke up with my girlfriends, the consolation is i can now watch 2 movies with the price of one, and got to save up time from the crazy shopping, wont have to finish up her leftovers while she is on diet, wont have to listen to her whining and endure her mood change while she is having her menstruation and... Well, the list never stops!! Amen i am SINGLE!!!! haha.. no offense to you girls..

College VS Secondary

Well, believe it or not, it has been 3 weeks since that alarm clock of mine (which happens to be my hp) rang at 7 am sharp every morning (exludes weekends of coz). Its feels so nostalgic, as i drift my mind off into my secondary life, when i have to wake up at 6.30am, then toilet, milo, and school.....

It's a mystery itself how my own biological clock will trigger my brain cells up once it reaches 6.30 at that time without the need of the ''kwok choi mui fat kei~~'' (i guess all of you knew i am a half banana. soo.. that's that i heard as it rang) song sang by Janice.

Right now?? I can barely wake up without needing to lie down for another 10 min before i decide to jump down the double decker bed (there is no stairs-thank God i am not that short. lol)

How is college life compared to secondary school life?? The major difference is.... I CAN ALWAYS EATTTT MY NASI LEMAK IN FRONT OF THE LECTURER!!!! haha.. (However, since i am no longer living with my aunty. its a mini size nasi lemak, compared to what i used to bring to school)

As a A-level student, my schedule is more packed than students with other programs, and my classes continue on for 6-8 hours, without a free period to rest like how it was in secondary school!!! Thankfully, they are not that cruel. as the lecturers give a break of 10 min every hour. (But..not enough time to even buy the food..)

Then...life is B-O-R-I-N-G after college. Being a shy, passive, untalkative, not-social-able, introvert kind of person, i am always alone..... lonely~~i am mr lonelyyyyy~~i have nobody~~~ sob sob... Nobody wants to friend me... sob sob.. Haha... I will normally go to library, and then after it closes, off to the reading room which opens till 2am.

Well, i know. I HAVE NO LIFE. but.. since i dont have a personal laptop, and my miny room has no place for a dekstop, and since i am a mr lonely~~ i have no other choice. Ar least i can use the computer in the library till 9.

Why didnt i get a laptop like ALL the others did? Hmpph.. A good qs. 3 reasons.

1. i love msn
2. i LOVE msn
3. I LOVEEEEE MSNNNN

haha.. so, i will have no time to do my assignments. =)

no-lah, since i am certainly not from a very rich family background, and college life in Subang is certainly.. LUXURIOUS and EXPENSIVE, i dont want to burden my family any further with a laptop. which i will only use for personal satisfaction. (Am i not such a good boy and son?? haha..)

So, thats basically the summary of my college life. Eat alone, study alone, walk alone, toilet alone etc alone. sob sob...

LONELYYY~~~ I AM MR LONELYY~~ I HAVE NOBODY~~~~

Missing In Action

Well, if you have been travelling this vagabond's journey since the beginning, you would have realized that there are times when there are ''missing'' posts in between. Hmpph.... Isnt it interesting and a mystery how one would realize the absence of the ''missing'' posts if i HAD NOT even post it in my blog??

The answer lies within the depth of your interest towards my blog, and certainly a great (actually, not really...you would have noticed even if you are absent minded but had read every single word on every posts) deductive skill like sherlock holmes is needed.

Speaking of him, let me include my most favourite IQ qs (basically, its mainly because its the only IQ qs i can actually remember.. and with logical answer...) which requires high IQ (isnt it obvious?? lol) first, before i continue.

Why is it that Sherlock Holmes never have to pay tax??

i have 2 reasons to include this IQ qs in this post.

1. To test your intelligence.

2. To conduct a survey on how many of you (i remember every single person who knows the existence of my blog, mind you) do visit my blog frequently and of course, read every single word i typed.

So, for those of you reading this, pls make a wild guess or whatsoever in the chatbox provided and if you answer the qs correctly, what awaits you will be......

THE PRIVILEGE OF READING MY BLOG N TO HAVE ME AS YOUR FRIEND FOR LIFE!!!!

Isnt that marvelous? hahaha... just joking. =)

SO, back to the main topic, bout my ''missing'' posts. Those are actually the posts i promised in my earlier post. I said i will post bout them, but in the end... something happened.. and i am compelled to blog bout other things rather than the posts i promised... =(

For eg. Remember bout the post bout Mother's Day?? Titled ''Its the thought that counts''??
Try to refresh your memory and remember back my last sentence. If you cant remember, i would appreciate it if you would take the trouble to reread it. At least the last sentence.

So.. those are the ''missing'' posts. Ermm... i am not too sure myself whether i will post those ''Missing' posts. It depend whether this post will lead to another ''missing'' post or not. If yes, seems like the ''missing'' posts are accumulating.. haha...

Once Upon A Time In China....

Well, let me share a story. It did not happen a long, long time ago, nor in a faraway country. and it involved nobody of the noble blood or the magical kinds. Just another dull story of mine, a fragment of my life.

As i was in the room of the hostel manager, getting my room keys, she asked me to sit down in a stern face, and in a puzzled look, i sat. "Erm... here is the key for your room... but perhaps.. maybe.. you will want to change room.. after hearing this... "

"Actually.. in that room.....

''NOP!! There is no such thing!! (Even if got i also wont tell you lah....) Actually one of your roommate is a china boy and.. the other day, he went to the apartment... and... he dont KNOW how to unlock a door in malaysia, and he broke the door handle. Now it cant be locked... And.."

she begins to whisper in a soft voice now...

" heee is actually quitee violent!!!!!!"

want to have a look at the picture??

Sorry.. wrong pic.. haha...

Anyway, what she said that day didnt haunt me for nights for fear of lost belongings as i reacted in a normal way anyone else would have done. I changed room straight away... And after that, i began telling many bout this.. and guess what my sis replied?

"You should NOT have done so!!! Isnt it a bit too cruel to judge so early!!!! WHO knows?? Maybe you will be able to change him??!!! "

I was like.. ermmmm....

Maybe she is right. One can be changed by mixing with the right company. And who might it be if its not me?? haha... I am so perasan wei....

But there is a PROBLEM. How to communicate with him??? Body language??? I am even now have a huge problem communicating with my current mandarin speaking roommates.. -_-

(No offense.. pls... if you are a china man....)

My punishment???

Well, i am now a student... and since my college is not that near to my house and i dont have a car myself, i decided to move into the hostel provided by the college, called the My Place apartment.



I moved in there 2 weeks ago... and even on the first night itself, a veryyy ermmm.... idiotic incident happened.. due to my ''smartness''. On the 4th of May, 9.30 pm, my bro and mom helped me to bring all my stuff into the room, and then we cleaned the dirty room and packed my stuff.



Since i havent seen all my roommates and i dont know what type of person they are, i bought a lock to lock the locker, which i put my valuable stuffs and my clothings. It was a new one, and as my bro looked on, i put the keys in my camera case.



"You not scared you will forget and then lock it inside the locker itself ah?" my bro said.



"No worry. I so Tai tau har 1 meh? I will sure remember one." i answered.



.......



"Bye!!!"



.......



i packed the remaining stuff, and ... as you could have guessed by now, i put my camera into my bag, and the bag was thrown into the locker, and "click". The locker was locked.....



It was only a few seconds later that i remembered!!! ''Oh my goodness!! Is this happening on the first day itself?? All my suff are there!! What am i going to wear!!!!" i was beginning to feel nervous. (Thankfully, my roommate didnt come back that night, or he would have laughed in sarcasm, reminding me of what my bro told me.



Haha.... Then how did i manage to get the key out??



With my brute strength, ''POOONNNGG'' goes the sound of the locker door being smash, was what i intended to do, but... i would then have to pay for it. hmpphh.. then there goes my brain matter being utilised for its usefullness. SInce the locker itself is already quite old, i tried to apply some force and create an opening from the door itself.


This is the locker.




As i created a small opening from the bottom, i began trying to get my camera out... And after 10 minues or so... i made it!!! haiz... haha.. As a result... i bent the door a bit. opps!! sorryyy. accident do happens on the most regulated times isnt it?? (My sister teased me of having the same aggresiveness as The CHina man.... -_- )

(by the way.. my bro laughed at me that night....)

Its the Thought that Counts...

''Mommmyyy, i WANNTTT itttt!!!!!''...

''Milk, milkk, millkk, miillkk, MMIILLKK!!!!!''

''Wahhhhhh!!!! I donttt wanttt to do house choressss!!!!!''

''CAN YOU JUST PURLEASEEE STOP PESTERING ME!!! I AM 18 AND WHAT I DOOO WITH MY FRIENDS HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU!!!!!''

''Mind your own business, get losstt''

''Mommy dear, come here for a moment purlease? i want to tell you how much i love you. Soo.. love me back with an unlimited credit card??''

Does some of these incidents remind you of how you and me had taken advantage of the love our dear moms hold for us in their hearts?? You are certainly lying if you said you had not broken your mom's heart into pieces before by the words you say or the things you do.

All moms are the same- loving and should i say.. Sensitive?? They take everything we do and words we say SERIOUSLY. (well.. maybe not all.. at least 90%? coz.. look at all those ''mothers'' who flush their children into toilet bowls or dumped them into dustbin)

SO.. What have you gotten for your mother? A bouquet of roses? A card? A dress?? or.. perhaps.. nothing??? Well, to say the truth, all mothers want just one thing. Your LOVE. You could have kissed her on the cheek and tell her how much you love her, and spend the whole day shopping with her, and she will be much happier than if you had bought 99 roses worth rm1000 for her and went out shopping with your bf/gf instead of her.

Then.. What have i got for my mother and also mom?? Well.. i didnt specifically buy anything. For my real mom, all of us went for a luxurious dinner on friday (she got work even on sunday) and i paid some for it. Moreover, i bought a card and spend a few hours writing the card.

Why would i want such longg time? Well.. Due to poverty, my mom learnt only chinese education during her childhood, and so, all of you should know that chinese is as foreign to me as a fish to the desert (i know its a lame comparison.. but.. as long as you get the meaning..)

Besides the numbers, i can barely write more than 5 chinese charaters. Initially, i intended to do the same thing i did few years ago. Write the Card in english first, and then translate one word by one word using an english-chinese dictionary. Those of you who knows chinese should know this will not result in real sentences. The words will all be jumbled up and the the sentence will be incomprehensible.

Then.. my saviour came at last!! My 'singaporean' friend who happened to know chinese signed in online and i am sooooo grateful for her help!!! She typed for me and then i just copied into the card. Of course, this means that she knew the whole embarassing content of the card too. hahaha.. And purlleaaase!! YOU!! YES!! YOU!! SINGAPORE GIRL!! YOU REVEAL THE CONTENTS AND YOU WILL BE....!!!!!!!

Consequently, my mom is on cloud nine!! She is soooo happy!!! She even say she will like frame it so the next time she might want to scold me, she will stop when she sees the card. hahah...

then.. my god-mother. look forward towards the next post.
continue.

Ashamed of being ashame...

Are all of you proud of where you were from? To tell others bout YOURSELF?? Ok, lets not be too dramatic here. Let's talk only bout school. TO say the truth, i am NEVER too proud of my school- SMK Sri Permata-, FORMERLY ( MEANING.. NOW NO MORE!!! TAKE NOTE!!!) known as SEAPORT- the gangster school.

''SRI PERMATA?? never heard before.. A new school??''

'' You heard of SEAPORT??''

''OHHHHHH!!!!!''

and by the look at their faces, its never too hard to guess what's in their current mind.

Maybe.. that's what traumatised me to utter the words ''Sri permata'' to my friends.

WEll.. you know how everyone starts their friendship with other... FIrst, a hi, then, introduction, and then start of by becoming acquaintances...

so, once started college, hi here hi there, and when they actually asked me which school i was from...

sadly.... my reply was , ''You wouldnt know it even if i tell you. It a school is ss3.''

then they will either oh, or if they asked further, i had no choice but to tell them. But like what i predicted, they really never heard of it. BUt surprisingly, (r maybe this is a good news)they have not heard of sea port either.

Why is this a good news? It is because it seems that the old and nasty reputation is slowly diminishing. But... having students like me, how can the school's name firstly be known??

Its not that i hate the school, i love it. But.. well.. seems like i will need to learn to be proud of my school. if you are FREE, please just have a look at this link, and AT LEAST remember my school's name.

http://www.sripermata.edu.my/default.php

SMK SRI PERMATA

Reincarnation

A new beginning. That's what i desire right now. In a blink of an eye. it's may. And soon enough, it will be June, and then, in a snap of a finger, it's 2009.

One word. "wow". It's been 5 whole months since my status as a student had been disabled and had rather been a slacker. But, as the title itself state, i Am and Will be, undergo a New stage of life. I will be reborn.. Both as a mortal and also a blogger.

This 'cocoon' surrounding me these whole while will soon be eradicated... And behold, a new David Lee arises...

The Lost Tears...

i had been feeling quite depressed today. haiz. consequently, i had no mood to chat nor do any other things. ""what had happened?"" this was the question my caring friends or maybe.. kpc friends asked me just now. but since i was too moody to chat, i either didnt reply (at that time my sister was using the computer also, by the way) or i didnt say anything much besides shooing them off (forgive me)

so, like i said earlier, a very depressing and upsetting incident occurred... i lost something VERYYYY precious to me... (nop. not my ''V''. i still have it with me. lol)

maybe.. i had lost it a few days ago.. or maybe it had been weeks.. sooo foolish and of me not to realize it until yesterday night.. all these while i thought it was still safe in the plastic bag i put it in, and i didnt bother to check.. it was broken, you see, and i couldnt wear it with me..

it had been a part of my body since jun2006 and i treasure it veryyy much.. after all.. its the first and only present one of my best friend had ever bestowed me. moreover, it signify the friendship between me and another best friend...

i love it sooo greatly and though it had lost its shine and luster, i still hang it around my neck proudly as though it costs me a million. i had had a lot of experience with it and it had always been with me through hard and easy time.

i know maybe its just a ''thing'' and i may had exaggerated a little, but as i said, it is a symbol of ''Christ'' HImself and having it, it is as though this verse came to life. ''For God says, 'I will never leave nor forsake you'. (hebrews 13:5)

however, on one fateful day. the pendant got worn out and damaged till it is impossible to wear it anymore without fixing it back first. i was so thankful that at least i knew it dropped (i was out working at that time in 1u) at that time and had been able to pick it up or i will then lose it forever.

but.. remorsefully... i had not taken the trouble to fix it since that time, but had just kept it in a place i thought was safe until....i finally realize i.. lost it.... i dont know how it will just disappear.. maybe.. it was me myself who threw the bag away or it may had been my mom who just love to come and pack our rooms...

but according to my mom, she had seen it a few days ago and so would not had thrown it away.. she had also been very sorta ''remorseful'' ( i dont know a suitable word to describe) and had been looking over and over in my room for a few hours..

i had been very frustrated and angry this morning (thanks to my dad who kept scolding bout my beginner driving skills this morning while i drive) and once back home, i released my anger and started finding the pendant while my mom just looked at me. she had searched for it while i was out but to no avail.

then. as i realized she rearranged all my stuffs, i raised my voice and accused her of throwing my stuffs away before i found them back (in another place of course) this made her very angry too and she stopped talking to me.
subsequently, i went to sleep in order to cool myself down and upon waking up, i realized i had been very selfish.

first of all, i had no right to scold my mom for packing my room. after all, its in quite a mess and she had always been pesturing me to tidy it up. secondly, i had no proof that it was she who threw it away. thirdly, and most importantly, i was touched that she continued to search for it while i was asleep.

before this, i overheard her asking my sis the value and importance of the necklace, and my sis answered its just from my best friend and its nothing expensive.

but.. she was also angry with me and insisted on not talking to me first. haha.. she IS this childish. she thinks that she is a mother and wont take the first step (though maybe in some circumstances. she is in the wrong) but, then, as i talked to her, everything turned normal again.

but.. i still cant find it back.. or maybe... this is destiny and it is fateful for me to lose it?? i dont know.. or maybe.. it is still in hidden away somewhere in the house.. and when the time comes.. it will appear once again... what i can do now.. maybe.. is just to wait...

A Drifter Once Again...

i miss my job soo much!! and it just ended bout 2 days ago... actually, yesterday should be my last day, but i took a day off in order to be able to send my cousin off at klia in the afternoon. but... how will i know that the plan to klia was cancelled in the end..

klia is too far and my drving skills itself disallowed me to drive alone there, not to mention i dont have a car at all. sigh. my cousin comes back once a year only and this time, i only got to see her twice. -_-

but since i got a microphone already, maybe i can always skype with her online. she has been pestering me bout it since last year itself. and now thanks to one of my ''singaporean' friend, i finally got one.

so... i ''lost'' rm120 for not working. haiz.. maybe i should had worked...but what can i say? whats done is done... it had been so long since i could spend time with my families... so.. anyway. that will be my last job before i will ever find one again...

and i will soon post some pictures of my ''chai huey'' colleague and my cousin. she maybe a ''twin soul'' of chai huey.. haha.. she is also very sentimental. callled me dear and said we seemed to know each others for 5 years and asked me not to forget her and etc. =)

The return of the sifu. =)

hi! i have returned!! haha.. though i said i wont anymore, but well.. maybe once in a while will just blog this and that. so.. this 2 weeks had been rather interesting as i started work... as a promoseur. haha.. i know this word may sound foreign for some of you. let me explain. it is a fusion of the word promoter and masseur.. lol. yes i am REALLY working as a promoseur. you see, the brand is tiger balm, so for customers who bought more than rm10, a free massage will be bestowed.

on the first day, i was still quite afraid and asked my colleague to do it instead (he taught me some techniques he ''invented'' in the morning itself- my sifu??) when the first rm10 customer came. then for the rest of the day, no more massage. hehe.. not because no customer but when there were some who were already determined to buy, we didnt use this promotion to lure them. (hey!! we are not cheating!! we did write on a piece of paper. so maybe its them who didnt see it or they dont want it) =)

anyway, its quite tiring you know. for us to promote and also massage. haha.. by the way this job is quite lenient. i can sit when i was tired. so unlike my previous g2 work which fires any worker who sit during working hours. (but there is no staff purchase for this one. lol)

then, on the second and third day, i massaged quite a number that i lost count. =) and guess what? they said it was comfortable!!! haha! i waas so happy!! overjoyed that i didnt fracture or strain it instead!! lol. some even asked me where i learnt it from. =)

then, before work, i was quite worried bout the sales. it is because my salary is rm120 a day. so i will feel uneasy if my sale did not overshoot that. but thank God!! fri was 200+ sat was 500+ and sunday was 900+!!! can you believe it!! and the product ranged from rm1 to rm10 only!!!! haha.. hope this week's sale will be better or if not remained.

then all my colleagues are very friendly. even on the first day, it seemed that we had known each others for years. and they even asked me bout christianity but it WAS VERYYYY difficult for me to explain in cantonese. lol. one was even a soka gakai, but not lee mei's friend. then on girl, 19 looks like chai huey so MUCHHHH!!!! the look and also the voice!! even the way they talk and their behaviour are the same!!! when i told her this, she asked which among the 2 (she and chai huey) is not their parents ''chan sang lui''. haha... since i said they are sooo alike.

ok. i guess this has been very long. ja ne!! see you.

Ice Cream-yummy??? or.. yucky??

hmpphh.. referring to the post before this, should i have not have posted it??? will it actually be better?? but well.. like what i always think, ''the pathway of a relationship never runs smooth'' (note- in my life the word ''gf'' does not exists- hence pls dont be so ''kolot'' and thinks that those ''mushy muchy'' poroverbs and words are only for gf bf relationship-ermm... why did i bother to explain ah?? i also dont know.. watever...)

so maybe thru this incidence, the frenship will grow?? towards wat end?? we never know. wat i know is this- this ''ice cream''' hasnt melt and though it may not as fresh (forget the word sweet) as last time, it will still remain in the freezer i guess. haha...

well... we will see.. in a few years time... how would you know?? maybe, it will be me myself (purposely) melt the ice cream with a hair dryer.. lol. i doubt more than 2 will ever fully understand this post

The Best Of Frens Will Part.....=(

by the title of this post, i guess you will know wat i will be talking about. well, i know that i am a guy, and such small things as this should leave no impact in my life. but, as all my frens know, i am more sensitive and i treasure frenship veryyyyyy much. (maybe thats y most of my best frens are girls-for most guys, there is no such things)

so, after leaving secondary school, we parted and went each way. we had known each other for about 7 years now. same primary school and secondary school. though we had some misunderstandings before, we ended up frens again. and he is part of the reason i remain at smk sri permata last time. coz among other guys, i find that i am most compatible with him, and i can chat with him bout anything. of coz, teachers have been our favourite topic (accompanied by sathis)

so, i can say that he is also one of my best frens, and a very special one too. how glad i am that he is here, for he is like my teacher too. will ask him watever i dont understand. then, though the journey of our frenship happens mostly in school, (just went out with him a few times-and he forbid me to go to his hs -unlike the other best fren) i find that this frenship is veryyy worth keeping, very worth reminiscing.

and guess wat? i thought that this frenship will last longer compared to the other one, since..(forget the reasons). that we will keep on keep in touch... chat.. laugh.. joke...

after school he was also among the few who kept in touch with me. and i still enjoy msn (he used to be the one i enjoy talking to) with him. bout pn lee, everything back then.

but.. till recently, it seems that as the proverb goes, ''the best of frens must part''.... i felt that we are and will be no longer wat we used to be. the frenship has sort of falter away... he changed.. (maybe me too, i dont know) and it seems that he IS beginning to be like my the other best fren. (and pls!! one of that is ENOUGH. i wont want another.)

he is no longer THE HIM i knew. everything changed.. and i still remmember last year, when i asked him.. ''will you change?? it seems that everyone, teachers all said that once you entered college, you will change'' and he gave me an assuring no, which relieved me.

but... i dont know.... has he always been like this from the beginning?? or.... i am really, really, depressed......can we ever be best frens again?? i really wonder...maybe, whats left will just be memoirs....

Lost Some, Gain Some

well, now i got no mood to write bout my new experience i mentioned earlier.. haha... anyway, its nothing interesting. now i will talk bout my fateful encounter with 4 guys at mcd on sometime in the middle of march...

i went to pj and as usual, i had to go some where to lepak while waiting fot my bro to finish his class to come and fetch me back klang. so i went to mid valley since his class is around there.

i am not a shopping person, neither a window shopper. so i jsut walked aimlessly, to the gardens... etc while waiting for time to pass. i was not hungry, and so initially i dont plan to have dinner. but... as i walk, i happened to pass by mcd. and an urge rushed in..'' erm..i said i dont want to eat.. but... should i just go and eat??'' finally, i decided to just eat, since if my mom knows that i din eat, she will ''kill'' me.

so, i ordered the ayam goreng mcd (and could you believe it? they have no more spicy!!!! i dislike original) then went to have a seat (i was alone. no fren want to accompany me. sob) i sat near the entrance when i felt i wanted to change place. i hate ppl staring at me while i eat.

so, i moved to the seats at the back, near the sink. i was beginning to eat, when....2 men suddenly just rose up from their seats nearby and came to me. the first thought that came into mind was they were another salesperson. trying to talk me into something.

but, i was soooo wrong. guess wat they are trying to ''promote'' instead?? christianity!!!! they showed me a booklet and they invited me to their church in kl. they just gently asked me to come whenever i am free, just to have a look.

then... i was so dumbfounded. but nonetheless, i took the booklet, and (oh yah, i remembered. it was the monday after easter) i told them that i am myself a christian... and i said i have my own church.

then, they asked me for my handphone number, and said maybe one day, we can just come out to mamak and yum cha. but i refused to give my hp number, ( no matter wat, they are still strangers..)

then they said nvm, and they went back to their table, just in front of mine. and guess wat they were doing???? they are reading bible and having discussion!!! i was quite shocked, but happy at the same time.

i continued eating my chickens, while once in a while have a peek at them. i finished my chickens (horrible by the way) and i mustered my courage and rose up, went to their table, and asked them to come to my table to sit

why dd i do so?

1. i can see that they are not fakers anymore
2. if they continue to sit there with nothing on their table, soon the waiter will chase them out
3. i am bored and i want to find some time to pass, so maybe i can just have a chat with them while waiting.

then, as they came to my table ( they looked shocked also, for they dont know why i asked them come over (lol), 2 of their frens arrived with food. i was so humiliated, to be frank. haha.. i guessed wrongly.

anyway, both of the newcomers came to my table and we introduced ourselves. then,had a small chat, then they excused themselves to another table, for their intention that day was to have a group discussion.

haha.. i continued finishing up my drink and fries, while just reading a book there. malas to walk redi. then they finished their discussion and came to my table again, and we talked, the leader (its obviuos) asked me bout myself and then we exchanged hp numbers. hahaha...

now, isnt this a funny encounter?? but all the same, i know it that this is not mere lucky, or coincident encounter, but God's plan for mme to know these new 4 brothers-in-Christ. i am myself ovverjoyed, for i really have jsut a few christian frens. and not to add that they are the very religious ones..

i think thats about it. i think i will post a new story involving them soon. ( they invited me to yum cha next tuesday) haha...

Maybe, i will become a Father soon!!!

well, i had a busy day today...(4 april 08) and i had some new experience today!! (or maybe not EXACTLY NEW. the last time was.. ermm..10 years ago??) i went to pj again today.. and went to cf.. and maybe i should share wat they shared there. AND PLS, LEE MEI, DONT SIGH!!!!!!

well, there were 2 volunteers from a program called WORLD VISION to come and explain to us. (and of coz, they are christians too from help college) it was a program where we, as the fortunates one, help to eradicate poverty by helping needy children in poor countries to obtain basic necessities like water, food and education.

this program was founded about 58 years ago, by a certain someone, during the korean war that happened at that time and left many children orphaned. at that time, it started at a mere 5 dollars, and now, after 58 years, this program had spread to bout over 100 countries and helped 100 over million children worldwide.

so, they are now trying to inroduce this to schools by a special program called ''youth for youth'', where students in a group of max 6 or individually help to sponsor one kid by paying rm50 a month for a duration of at least one year.

they also define the word ''poverty''. worldwide, they accept families who spend less than rm4 or 1 dollar a day, as destitute families who are eligible for help. (they further asked how much we spend by just eating a meal during break time)

so, though i am no longer a student there,(if you join in a school, there is also a contest where you make a scrap book bout the child you sponsor and you may win a chance to sengkawang, a place in indon(their target now) to visit your sponsor child!! and experience poverty there) i plan to actually maybe find a group of 6 and sponsor a child.

well, come on. i know that in a year, the amount will be rm600. but do you know that this rm600 is very essential for the growth and future of a child?? and since i am finding 5 more ppl, one ppl need to pay only rm100, and less than rm10 a month. its not expensive wat. of coz, maybe you are will doubt whether is this a cheat scheme or not, but i dont think it is, since its actually quite famous (a few of my frens in cf knew bout it beforehand)

so, if you are interested, pls tell me, and we will help to form a future for that less privileged child.

thanks. (i guess i will continue my experience in new post) =)

look at how poor these chldren are..



and maybe.. if we are to help a little.. this child will grow up to be the man in the pic.(the adult) compare with the time when he is small ( the child)...



hey!! who said its impossible?? who knows.?? the child may be initially white. but after scorched by the sun, malnourished, no shelter, he became like that lah!!!

Everyday in a Day

I am back! well, since i have some free time, maybe i will just continue blogging... till who knows when. then hopefully, kongy and lee mei will keep their promise and wont tell others bout my blog. but, of coz, if it involves ppl like chai huey, choon mei and our group, i will not care bout it. haha..

why i dont want others to view?? a good question. coz this blog will covers only my life and i think it wont really interest others. so wats the use of telling them??

ermm.. let me talk bout my feeling now. this whole day, i felt quite ''empty''. i got my license, my school havent start, no work till 18, and so, basically, my activites involve mostly internet and ps2. haha.. boring rite?? thats y i AM RELYYYY loooing forward to May. sigh, it seems so long more....

if possible, i would just like to zap April away. i would like to do so, but there will be a few important events taking place in april. birthdays... homecoming... etc. anyway, IT IS IMPOSSIBLE for time to just fly like that.

i wanted to hang out with frens also. but either they are working, or studying, or there is even one in singapore already, or busying. haiz. and my circle of frens is not really large, to say the truth. i am not really a sociable person who can just say ''wats sup man'' to any stranger i meet in a registration office. (talking bout this, maybe i should share how i got to know 4 new frens whom just came to my table in mcd.lol)

and, another problem. hanging out needs money. and i am almost broke after completing my whole driving course.( i paid most myself)

then... msn?? haiz!!! i dont rely enjoy talking to strangers and all my best frens are always so busy, its hard to chat with them. (besides one...)
haha...

i guess thats all for now.

forgiveness?? revenge?? ermm...

well, the blog before this,(refer to frens froever part 2) is completely a joke to introduce my two girlbestfrens. hopefully they will forgive me!!! no harm meant!! anyway, one of them, the chicken eater(she really lovvess chinken!! maybe i should deliver a chicken to her in singapore for her to forgive me. she has been one of the best frens who is still sticking to me!! (pls.. dont let your imagination runs wild)

she has been a very good fren. and left many unforgetable moments for me. INCLUDING ONE (MORE ACTUAALY) EMBARASSING INCIDENTS!! ermm... oh my goodness!! can you believe that they MANAGED to talk me into taking a pic, with 2 packets of nasi lemak on my chest!!!! thank God that pic been destroyed (i guess? or is it with her??) and its my birthday! surely an unforgetable one!! and ....i think one incident is enough. spare me the embarassment...

Frens Forever (is it??) Part 2

then let me introduce the female monkeys... leaded by.. the infamous...cheeky... monkeyish... lee mei!!! (a special monkey who LOVES chicken!!





and then.. the vegetarian monkey!!! (erm.. but i sure dont know whether banana is her favourite fruit. i never offer her any before. may give it a try one day) lol





so, to guys out there!! i am pleased to say that those two monkeys areeeeee SINGGLLEE anddd AVVAILLABLLEEE!!! anyone interested can contact me and i can make appointment! such a deal at only RM 99.99!! wow! such a bargain!! (note: first come first serve. offer valid while MONKEYS last!!) so, GRAB oNE today!!

however, this offer is only for handsomes (pls look at the mirror first ah..thx for your cooperation!!) or i will be in DEEPPPP TROUBLE...!!!! (

Frens Forever ((is there such a thing?? )Part 1

hi! hi! ermm.. hopefully the other me wont come out again!! well, hmpph.. let me think wat i can share... recently, i feel really bored! and to say the truth, i wish i am back in school. back to the old good time. back to smk sri permata, the school which i was bonded to for 5 years.

2006 and 07 were the best!! skipping classes... jumping over the walls... running from the discipline teacher... burn my report card... throw chalks at teachers... scribbling the toilets.. sharing cigarretes.. these were the things i NEVER did!! and thats wat made those years so great!!!! (at least i din do 99% of wat i said) lol

i cant stop reminisce the moments!!! and one thing i treasure very much is my friendship with a bunch of (erhem*) MONKEYS!! (i first intended to say fools, but...) lol. and to think that one of those monkey is a PERVERT!!! -_- just take a look at this pic and you can see just by the look!!! haha.. (no offense) =)




then... i guess this is to be continued. it took me so long to upload an image. haiz. donno its my computer problem or wat, ok. so long.

The First Cry As a Signal to Those Out There

Here i am again..exposing myself to this insecure and dangerous world. here i am.. pondering again...upon the same ol' question.. what is and is the purpose of me being here?? for i am but just a vagabond, with no permanent home, searching for the unsearchable, desiring the undesirable.. do i ever have the right to exist here..?

allow me first to introduce myself, no matter how insignificant, unimportant i may appear to be. i am but just a.. vagabond, and it seems to me that no further explaination nor description is required as those who can and will venture into my world are only those who are and are to hold a place in my wrecking heart.

however, do bear in mind that i am but also a vagabond not only in my being, but also in my characteristics and personalities. therefore, for those who are reading this, i am to remind that you may or may not ever see the ''ME NOW'' ever again...

best regards,
The Solemn One

A New Born Blogger

Hmmpp... well, the first thing that comes into mind is.. should i be born into this world?? or should i just remain in my cocoon, untouched and ''undisturbed''? and knowing that my private's life is at stake here, that is certainly a very good question to consider...

if only that ''little girl'' n ''little boy'' had not been so kpc and kept ''poking'' my shell, i would still be in deep slumber, n need not be born at all. but.. well.. maybe it's fate.

So.. behold.. for before you will be the true life of a vagabond, and a unique one too, with all journeys empirically ''blogged''.....